I was afraid to let people in because when I did they all left. I let my heart dive in and get close because I had no one else that made me feel like I was worth anything. I wanted to be accepted so badly and I accepted acceptance in anyway that it came.
You changed that completely. I let you in and you are the one person who didn't leave me and it wasn't because I made it easy. You've seen me at my worst, at the lowest of lows and you stuck around long enough that the fear started to go.
I always questioned others love for me. The words weren't enough as much I wanted it to be and it never got through to me. There was a block there that I couldn't take down.
When you told me you loved me it wasn't just with your words. It was your actions that would speak and that's what I was needing.
You accepting me when I was broken and when I was whole, was something that I was searching for and kept coming up bare. You didn't leave when I was at my worst or when I needed you the most.
You changed me for the better, you changed what had been programmed in my mind. You've stuck with me for so long and I am so thankful I have you in my life.
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