I think the regret is part of what stings the most.
Thinking about all the time you lost, what you did in a fleeting moment of feeling and how useless it was to walk down that road.
I know the regret won’t benefit me, it’s not going to make me get back any of the time I want desperately but I didn’t think about that when I was off doing my own thing.
Regret never crossed my mind and right now it’s all I’m feeling.
Looking back on the last 9 months and 90% of it was just misery. Yeah it could be masked fairly easy but all that sadness sure wasn’t worth keeping.
I don’t know if anyone has told you lately but Jesus sure isn’t worth leaving.
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