I wish I didn't have to remember all the things that comes with you but I knew it was too late to change anything when I made another decision that would ultimately scar you.
I don't want to tell everyone all about you, I don't really even want to have to think about you.
That was some of the worst months of my life. The mindset that I had, the things that I disregarded and barriers I chose to push through.
But I remind myself of you when I catch myself starting to slip, starting to go back to what I thought I wanted to do.
I remember how much I hurt the people that I love and where I would be now if I hadn't have made my mind up.
No Past, I'm not proud of you but I like talking about what I came through, where I'm at now and how His mercy was so prevalent the whole way.
You don't consume me like you used to and I don't feel bound by you.
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