What’s it Going to Take?

What’s it going to take?

I don’t even know if I have the will to make it break. I want to be different and I want to change but I don’t know how to create the space.

I don’t know how long I’ll be here but I think I’m too afraid to let it go. I need to move on and get out of the mess I’m surrounding myself in.

It’s so much easier said isn’t it?

I don’t know what’s supposed to take place so that I’ll finally change. Is it the worry of nothing coming of it, after I let go and give in? I don’t know what it is.

God what is it going to take for my will to break, for me to surrender completely to you again?