Worrying

I’m overwhelmed to the point of fear and I don’t know what to do, but God I need you here.

I don’t even know what I’m supposed to pray or what I’m supposed to say.

All I know is I desperately want you to give me rest from this worry, from this uncertainty and let me know that nothing in my heart is unknown from you, and for me there’s not a mountain you won’t move.

This is one of the days that I can’t seem to understand how you’re going to make a way but I want to trust you that you know exactly what to do.

You know the way my heart breaks, the tears that explain the way I feel when the words I use just can’t covey the ins and outs of my thoughts, of my heart and of the pain.

God I feel like I’ve come undone with worry of my own and then some. I don’t know what you’re going to do or how you’ll move but please Jesus, please do what only you can do.